# suddenly quite sad
# can't tell if influenced by medicine or based on actual feelings
# sigh
# time for bed
# personal
+++
# once I get my first paycheck I can get a loan and get a car
# I'm going to look at a possible house to rent with jes and laura on friday
# sakjfkasljfkla;sjflaksjdkl
# I COULD POSSIBLY MOVE OUT IN THE NEXT MONTH OR TWO
# I can't contain this much excitement in one body
# LIVING LIFE AND STUFF FUCK YEAH
# personal
I can’t wait to start my new job on Monday aksjflaskjfa;lsf

I don’t recall leaving an alternate universe lying around my living room, but that would definitely explain why I just found my grandparents sitting in the dark, watching I’m Still Here, and eating cake at 3 in the morning.

I am literally “white girl problems” incarnate right now.

Best picture of the trip so far.
# we're forcing ourselves to stay up for the free breakfast at 7 even though we're super tired
# laura hasn't slept in like 24 hours
# I haven't in about 20 LMAO
# serious dedication to breakfast food
# ron swanson would be so proud
# jes passed the fuck out though
# WEAK
# not saving any muffins for this bitch tbh
# personal

It’s the most mortifying scrapbook of adolescence that has ever been created.

# titsarenotcalm.gif
# Idontknowwhattodomywholebrainiscrying.gif
# Imnotcryingitsjustrainingonmyface.gif
# all the gifs
# personal
FOUR DAYS.

# I'm just going to lie on the floor in the dark for a while okay
# okay
# personal
# sherlock: the reichenbach fall
# television: sherlock
my mom just came to my door with five minutes left in Reichenbach and I opened the door and just stood there with tears pouring down my face and she said “Are you okay?” and I just said “Nothing will ever be okay again, mom” and shut the door
I tried to find a gif to put here but
there is no gif for this